Hope is a Beautiful Thing

After restarting my blog in a different format, I wanted to create something positive and hopeful. In my darkest days after Ollie died I searched the internet for hours desperately searching for any information that made me feel that this horrendous pain would not last forever, when I was at rock

I lost my boy at 22 weeks, I unfortunately had to have a TFMR (termination for medical reasons) he had a problem with his heart and it wasn’t developing properly, he would have passed away shortly after I gave birth if I decided to go full term with him, He would have been taken away from me straigh

This is the story of our beautiful daughter P and the mark her little footprints will leave on this world. In 2022 we were delighted to fall pregnant after several rounds of IVF. We saw our beautiful girls heartbeat at 7 weeks and started to dream about our future with her. (Though at the stage we

After losing my little boy at full 39 weeks + 5 days due to pre eclampsia, many days I felt I could no longer go on. There was no light at the end of the tunnel and I felt completely helpless. I suffered from PTSD and agraphobia following our experience, however 2 years on we have given birth to our